Super secret diary! Stay out!

Huh. A diary..? I guess this should be a good way to vent, since I can never find Matt, and I don't want anyone to think of me as anything but a hero. Heroes don't have problems, they know what they're doing all the time, but that's not me and it makes me feel really unheroic. This seems like it's working, I feel better just writing that! Let's see what other secrets I can write to make me feel better!


First off, I'm already having second thoughts about Oz. For some reason, I felt really good when England said he'd wanted me and it kinda made me sad when he said he didn't. IT's not that I like him! At least I'm pretty sure I don't. It just kinda sucks, because if he did then he'd pay me a lot more attention like he used to, a long time ago. I liked that. I kinda wish he did anyways, because he's ALWAYS with Prussia.

And speaking of people always together, I never see Matt anymore! He should stop spending so much time with France, because France isn't the only one who wants to see him.

I feel a lot better already! I guess this is working!

It's been pretty boring lately. Whatever was going on with me and Oz, it's done now, and I'm glad, even if that's not right...well, I'm really glad because it means I can move on and be with someone else, and so can he, instead of being...whatever we were. And I did, and I'm really happy with it, too!

It's almost Christmas and I decided I'm gonna spend it with Yong Soo, though, I don't know if that'll be at my house, or his. I got him a few things for Christmas, too! I hope he likes what I got. I wonder if anyone got me things, I bought stuff for almost everyone I could think of presents for!

I need to see Matt again. And check on if Arthur's fine. I haven't seen him since he was beat up in his basement. I'm sure they're alright.